Random Update After July 4

I had a four day July 4th weekend because I took off Monday, and I strayed off the diet wagon. I’ve put on all of 4 pounds which is enough to send me into a mental tailspin. My metabolism is so shot that 1 cheat meal really sets me back a week. I also have… Continue reading Random Update After July 4


What Is At the End Of My Infertility Journey?

I am terrified. I am terrified that I am in perimenopause. I am terrified that I will never have a baby with my own eggs. I am terrified that if use a donor egg, I will always feel like I missed out. This terror is cold and hard, like an enormous metal sphere, sinking deep… Continue reading What Is At the End Of My Infertility Journey?


West Meets East (Medicine)

Western medicine Tomorrow I have my second appointment with my fertility doctor. When I saw her three weeks ago, the plan was for me to get day 3 numbers checked, and if it looks like we don't need to rush things, then I need to lose thirty pounds, then after I've lost weight, she wants… Continue reading West Meets East (Medicine)