I had a four day July 4th weekend because I took off Monday, and I strayed off the diet wagon. I’ve put on all of 4 pounds which is enough to send me into a mental tailspin. My metabolism is so shot that 1 cheat meal really sets me back a week. I also have… Continue reading Random Update After July 4
I am terrified. I am terrified that I am in perimenopause. I am terrified that I will never have a baby with my own eggs. I am terrified that if use a donor egg, I will always feel like I missed out. This terror is cold and hard, like an enormous metal sphere, sinking deep… Continue reading What Is At the End Of My Infertility Journey?
Western medicine Tomorrow I have my second appointment with my fertility doctor. When I saw her three weeks ago, the plan was for me to get day 3 numbers checked, and if it looks like we don't need to rush things, then I need to lose thirty pounds, then after I've lost weight, she wants… Continue reading West Meets East (Medicine)