Does your face ever cry without your mind knowing it?
This morning I was listening to an audiobook while I got ready for work and a character said she felt proud of the amazing children she and her husband had created. And my mind was on the tub of face cream in my hand but when I looked into the mirror to apply it, my face was crumpled and teary.
On Friday, I felt assured that if this next IVF cycle doesn’t work, we will turn to donor eggs. Today, I’m convinced I just need another 6 months of trying timed intercourse and my diet, workout, acupuncture, fertility smoothies, fertility massage, meditation, essential oils, and maybe that I need to just try reflexology. Maybe. Just to make sure I didn’t jump into the wrong decision.
And yet I have eaten half a dozen mini bagels at work today.